Its an inside job!

Understand the idea that there is nothing outside of your mind. Everything we think we see outside is a projection of what is inside. We can choose to change our inside thoughts and make a decision to transfer peace to every single circumstance in our lives. . It is only in our mind that peace can be found  

Death Row in a prison of illusions

If you place your happiness in what ever comes after I am, your fucked!
I am period! Forget about trying to fix up your prison, no matter how beautiful you make it, it will always be a prison. God wont come down and help you fix it up either, he isn't interested in your illusions.
You are the love of God. The world we created is an attempt to get rid of  guilt, shame, fear, and remorse. The world we see is a projection of whats inside us. Creating problems and then coming up with solutions to fix them will keep you busy for the rest of your life. Nothing outside of you can hurt you, because there is nothing outside of you. You are That!  The One mind in which all appears and disappears. Nothing happens before, during or after the Life of the body accept for what appears in mind.  You are already forgiven for thinking you did what you could never have done (separating from God) All resentments are just tools for the ego to reinforce this lie. Forgive yourself for using others to keep your self trapped in this self imposed Prison and be FREE. 

The Dream of Separation

It is impossible to have Self Knowledge without having a fundamental understanding of life and death.
What was born out of perfect peace and oneness was nothing more then an idea of separation, an idea that was taken to be true. This idea was so powerful that it created an illusion of a world of separate bodies. The purpose of these personal selves is to maintain there separate personal existence. They are always directed by desire and fear.  Death is only of the Body that wasn't real to begin with. The False idea of separation will continue even after the death of the body until the truth is again realized. Mind created This Illusion of separated existence. The only thing to do with this Dream is to wake up, remember that the separation never really happened, Know the love of being, and choose the real Self whose guide is wisdom and love.   

Who is your teacher, Ego or Holy spirit?

If we are not listening to Holy spirit then by default we are following the teachings of the Ego.
The Egos teachings say we are separate from everything and we have to fight to get peace and love.
Holy spirit says you are one with god, you are peace and love, shift your false belief about yourself and experience the truth of your being. The ego is a collection of concepts that tell us what we are. The truth of what we are is non conceptional. Love and peace are not to be found in the world, let the world go and go back to your natural state.  

only an illusion can be upset

.Our goal is to realize our oneness with god not to glorify our Ego.
Turn to the inner source of love and wisdom and ask for help remembering the truth of who you are.
Self knowledge is freedom from the bondage of the personal self.
Life is a classroom to facilitate a shift in identity.
If we  experience anything other then peace then we are identifying with the ego.
We don't need to manipulate external situations to be the peace that we already are.
Defending our phony self image and attacking others doesn't work.Come back home to your natural state and the sense of being a separate self will disappear. In this state the mind is quite and at peace, your eternal being cannot suffer. The only problem was we forgot who we are.

The love of being

  You are the love of being! The world comes from you!.
The Ego is a selfish, self centered son of a bitch. It projects an Image IE; wonderful Son, Great Father, cool Brother,  amazing employee, good friend, Etc....  and If others don't reflect this back to you and do what you want you get Fucking pissed!! Anger is never justified, it is always  Ego being threatened  fighting for its life. What the ego doesn't tell you is that those people cant give you what you are. You are the love of being. If you are demanding love from others it is because you don't believe that is what you are. It is because you see Evil, selfishness, hate, anger and Ignorance in yourself that you project it onto others. Everything is an expression of gods unconditional love (self knowledge) or its calling for it (self ignorance). If you are screaming for love than to see the truth about your self is the only answer.

a position of neutrality

Not long ago I was experiencing immense suffering. I was obsessing about my problems and why this was happening to me. I could have… I should have… if only this…  if only that… and what if. I couldn't sleep, I wasn't eating, My work was affected and my mind was dedicated to thinking about how bad my life sucked and how depressed I was. The whole time this was going on unbeknown to me there was this peace hidden... buried underneath all this oppressive thinking. Situations don't have to change to experience this peace it isn't dependent upon people places or things. It is ever present. What is so freeing is to know that attention can be placed on the stories that play in the head and I can take them to be real and get right in the shit and suffer like a bastard or This distance can be created, the stories play and I know they aren't about me. I am the peace that listens to the stories laughs and says  that was great! tell me another one!